August 8, 2009

[LaughingLynx]

Well, I'm a few steps further down the road in the Arizona tour-of-duty. They are foreclosing on the home. Set to auction it on October 8th. I will probably get it to "short sale" status first. The credit cards are starting to turn me over to collections. Have had three good prospects look at commercial property.

All in all I would say I feel more "evolved" than ever. Yesterday, I dipped for a short period. Then I reminded myself that I no longer believe in a vindictive, abusive God. I believe in a kind, loving God. I reminded myself that in my heart I believe my soul will give me the delight of a life in this next step.

For the first time in my life I am going to positive, love, light in my mental, emotional and physical response. Not negative as usual. I feel I have FINALLY rounded the bend in the road and my current life will never again get so immersed in hate, anger, worry, negativity as it has been prior to this latest turn. I'm proud of myself and I am classifying this as success on all counts.

I'll end by saying . . .

I believe.
I believe.
I believe.
(I'm clicking my red sequined shoe heels together right now and I feel the angels are applauding.)

[laughingRain]

u may be busted, down and out but you gots red sequined shoes! I don't! if u can still feel good while all this is going on, somebody up there must like you!
thanks for checking in dear. some big changes right around the bend are coming.